I woke up this morning in a muddle.
Day One of a new
personal blog, diary blog.

I woke up this morning in a muddle. For the past few months, I've really been doing all I can to really put my big dream into reality - online TV show that pulls together the many sides of me. Yes, a bunch has been done. But also, it feels like, nothing is in place. While waiting for coffee to brew, I thought of a missing piece to the puzzle: a blog on what's going on, day by day. Not just the finished stuff, in other words.

Here's the decision. On some days I'll write on what's going on. On other other days, I'll do a bit of video. And on some days, there'll be nothing - we all need a break. That's my starting point.

Starting time - today.

Today

Today, Tuesday early morning. In a muddle. How to bring things together? I finished something on Saturday, something I'd worked on for several weeks. 2 videos. I sent them out on Sunday. Yes, there were responses, but nothing major. Now I feel the pull of the many small things that need doing - things where I'd kept saying, later, later. But most, such a sense of muddle, of being stuck, of not getting anywhere.

Now, maybe an hour later, the muddle is gone, for the moment anyway, because I've decided to do this: to set up this personal blog, to link it to a Facebook page, and also to post to a few FB groups, to get people listening.

Deciding to do something - that's a way, for me, of clearing mind-muddle. I'm pulled along to do what it feels right to do. An important thing for me: that whatever I've decided to do actually gets me toward where I'm aiming to go. My sense: often the impluse is right on.

We will see.

And now, as always, all the best to all of us,

Elsa

March 20, 2018

PS. I went and looked after writing this. I had actually started such a blog way back in November. Time for a re-start, then.

I woke up this morning in a muddle.
Day One of a new
personal blog, diary blog.

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